Why can't I get my COVID vaccine?

I thought you weren't going to restrict vaccines? That anyone who wanted the COVID-19 vaccine could get it? I have a pre-existing condition so I never miss my boosters. I went to my doctor just to be told I can be put on a WAITLIST and that it's hard to come by. I'm fully aware that "we are all going to die" but this is on YOUR hands. This is your fault! No one should be on waitlists because an ex heroin addict lawyer without an MD says he doesn't trust the same science the entire globe uses. Are you going to do anything? Your gaslighting doesn't work when I'm living the fallout from YOUR CHOICES.